In case you don't know what's going, or think I haven't been more expressive,
I will gladly sit here and lend you some perspective,
While we live to our stereotypes and not express our pain in different ways
Me and my bro sitting on how we wish it was different days
Even though we don't live the worst of the worst nor do we live the best of the best
Not saying be ungrateful but why should we settle for less?
He told me he trying to change his life, I knew what he was thinking
It's much more to this life other than this smoking and this drinking
Soaking in our pain, trying to drive yourself sane
Couldn't judge him because I was doing the same just as we were speaking
Ironically, I just had this same convo with my dad. His Ex-Wife Mom died and no doubt he was sad.
I felt for him, she seen him in ways his wife couldn't from what he told me.
I couldn't see how he still cared. To me, that was crazy
Because when things weren't in the right angle, she just did a 180.
He made it to the funeral but couldn't make it to see me.
Unexpected but not unsurprising.
I'm not mad, I understand he goes through his own things
If I was different dude I would ignore him when the phone rings.
People say they paint pictures but only create dysfunction
What I distribute makes people consciously well, what you say makes them unconsciously ill.
I'm just that confident and what I do because THIS IS WHAT I DO.
But it's not the only thing I do. Versatility is a necessity.
Different outlets, different opportunity.
Remember that perspective I let you borrow? I need it for my next endeavor.
Because without that and God I'm lost as a loose feather.